You’re a needle girl
In a haystack world
We are right now

You breath it in
The highs and lows
We call it living

In this needle and haystack life
I’ve found miracles there in your eyes
It’s no accident we’re here tonight
We are once in a lifetime
Oh, oh

-Needle and Haystack life
Switchfoot

 

 

We’re singing la la la, du du du du.

The Glow in the mist, the midnight air clinging onto you.

Never felt this for ages! refreshing one would say.
away from the urban lights and city stains.
Despite cold rains and thunder storms happening everywhere, it felt like a clear day up there.

No stars could be seen though, but it’s alright.

 ”Finally my hoodie can keep me warm and cool at the same time” I joked.

Apart from the hot chocolates and Dino Jokes, it was awesome time spent.
Yeah yeah, Itouch and Laptops makes everyone anti-social.
i had fun.

Took a breath and went home that night. 

 

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Got up late, but i still made it for pre-production for “Have Your Way” for Actsperiment 3.0

 

Enjoy the photofest. heh.

 

You just not ready baby, this too shall pass.

 

Can’t wait till i get to do it again!

 

Dear Lord, i thank you for Rock.

It seems we’re fearfully made and designed.
But it’s a shame we can be so blind.

We’re all the same,
made of hair and bones and water and blood cells.
We’re all to blame,
for spending way too much time on ourselves.

-Abracadavers
The Classic Crime

This brings the whole new meaning to the verse that says that we are wonderful and fearfully made.

what does it mean to be “fearfully” made?
I’m just amazed when i read this.

Just makes you stand in awe and wowed.

 

I Wonder.

“Some choices we live not only once but a thousand times over, remembering them for the rest of our lives.”

Richard Bach

 

Hello.

Matter of time i found myself again.
great just loving what i’ve been doing all this while..

never felt so alive last sunday when i played the drums.
despite having to play some songs again cause Elder was late rushing back from Cyber.
I gave my all.

I really did, i gave my all.

“Were you the drummer just now? just wanted to say good job and i’m blessed just watching you enjoy what you do.”

an uncle told me this when he came up to me and shake my hand.

“I wonder how you can tahan so long playing the drums like the way you do.”

Sam told me this a week ago. you know, i wonder too.

Seeing all the videos played during AYA Awards with the transition sound effects.
No one would even know who put it in and how much effort it took.

but for some reason, God gave me two thumbs up and even a “Good job, my son.”

I’ve found myself again.

i really did.

 

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at much i’ve found myself, i hope you have found you too.

hope you are happy.

 

Beautiful view with a long way down.

I had no idea the pain would be this strong
I had no idea the fight would last this long
In my darkest fears rights become the wrongs

-Jon Foreman

 

never knew it this way either.

 

These Long hours, Short days.

“Joel: It would be different, if we could just give it another go-round.”
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

 

Yet.

Rainy weather the pass week, the sky just decides when it wants to rain or whatever.

All attempts have failed
All my heads are tails
She’s got teary eyes
I’ve got reasons why

It’s a slow process on how we learn to stand back on our own two feet sometimes.
The weather these few days feels alot more forgiving than it use to be.

I’m glad that i have my “WALL” of friends sometimes. you guys just crack me up sometimes.

These days pass me by
I dream with open eyes
Nightmares haunt my days
Visions blur my nights
I’m loosing ground and gaining speed
I’ve lost myself or most of me
I’m headed for the final precipice

But you haven’t lost me yet
You haven’t lost me yet
I’ll sing until my heart caves in

No you haven’t lost me yet
If it doesn’t break
If it doesn’t break
If it doesn’t break your heart is it love?
No, if it doesn’t break your heart it’s not enough
It’s when you’re breaking down with your insides coming out
That’s when you find out what your heart is made up of

 

yup, i finally found out what it was made off.

 

 

No i don’t wanna wait forever.