<Verse>
Let there be good mornings’
Tender offerings
Let there be star filled evenings’
Don’t wanna fall back down to the ground

<Pre-Chorus>
Hello there, hello there

<Chorus>
Spending awkard nights
See me through the fight
I’m thinking of you tonight
Tonight

We fight, we hide
We belong.
I pray we Belong.

-Let there be good mornings’
Ben-ji

This picture has nothing to do with the above quote.

and i quote.

Fat people are harder to kidnap

find it offensive but i found it hillarious after seeing it on people’s t-shirt.
and after a good time of laughing about it. i felt it more while i was a river trotting activity during
the RGBC camp. Haven’t the late of exercise lately. boy, talk about a wake up call.

Upstream + barefooted = OMG kinda fun.

Being me, i forgotten to bring slippers and guess what i had to wear while walking the half an hour walk the the river?
Yes.

My brand new black Converse.

i made it through hanging it around my neck and braving through the river.
People took the easier paths  but mr macho man had to go through the harder path upstream through the mini rapids just to prove one small point.

I’m still fit after all these months of no exercise

Labeled myself two words after making halfway.

EPIC FAILED

Well,
Awesome bunch of campus students that we met at the camp. despite every moment when they open their lips and it just pours our Hokkien but i really enjoyed myself.
No pictures though. now everybody go: “awwwwwwwwwww”

but i do have pictures from the day before this that is the UiTM meet up.


Mind you, you can’t find pork or chinese food around their area.


Looks like someone has been stuffing their face full.


Looks like someone is always going about stealing food. yes you michelle.


And it took 2000 years for jade to catch a joke. when she did. boy, greatest day ever.
just look at her reaction.


and of cause the must have jump pictures.


And i think even tiffany and i agreed that it was a awesome hang out time with the UiTM peeps.

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Well.. back to the whole tapah trip.
toss and turn almost through out the whole night and finally i got up and went out for a walk.

thought about you, missed you. wrote a song about you when i was away.

I’m right here breathing
and i wonder, if she’s fast asleep
I’m right here breathing still
Time stand still
You remain beautiful
I’ll remain breathless

-Breathless
Ben-ji

Checklist.
  1. Packed for a day trip to Tapah(RGBC campus camp) – Will do soon
  2. Mix-tapes burned and labeled – Done
  3. Songs written – Preproduction and should be ready for recording soon.

i surpressed the urge to run after her, to gather her into my arms and spin her around and round.. she’s beautiful. overflowing with innoncence of youth..

shall we dance? yes. yes. we shall. but maybe, never, on this side of heaven…

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“Don’t look to me, I’m falling just as fast as you”

-Ivoryline

 

NO brakes, NO parachute.
It’s just takes one heart to surrender and take the fall.

For even young people tire and drop out, 
   young folk in their prime stumble and fall.
But those who wait upon God get fresh strength. 
   They spread their wings and soar like eagles,
They run and don’t get tired, 
   they walk and don’t lag behind.

- Isaiah 40

 

Heres to the 6 months of taking back and just seeking. praying.

Logic tells me that i can’t be good enough and no point in waiting. Time.
and i quote from a friend’s blog.

Time.

Sometimes that word’s a —–.

But all good. (:

-  Anonymous.

 Faith tells me that if i can pray and just hold on for a while more.
Even. if it’s not me. I’ll be stronger and  you’ll be a little more stronger each day.

 

I’ll take my odds on faith.

Lucky for us.

Hello and good bye to the half of 2009.

Moments when i stood tall, moments when you crashed and burn.
of Albums made, and of songs abandon.
of Tour buses, and of arriving back from tours tired on wees of hours of the morning.
of new friends made along the way, and of say goodbyes in the midst of a reunion.

of being confident, and of being real afriad.
of nights of real good rest, and of sleepless nights.
Of Digiracks and of MacPros.

of ecstasy when being around you, and of the echo of your voice.

I.

Surrender.

-edit-

Forget about it.

Casually I walk under the sunless sky, yet so naively.
She was the first one to catch my eye, and I was hers.
All at once I fell for you, you fell for me, we fell too soon… 

More of a climb and less of a walk, and we are fading.
Once jealousy begins I swear it will not stop; am I still yours? 

This isn’t over it never was; are you the type to settle or move one just because it’s easier for you?
Or are you feeling like you need to get away from looks you never got and words I did not say? 

I’d say them all today, if I could…

The more words I speak
the less they mean, so I’ll keep quiet.
Love was a promise that we could not keep, but I still care.
All I know is I was wrong; now I’m here, you’re gone…

We held fast, and we held strong, but that only lasts for so long… 

 

Friday is always a sleepy and slow day.
Friday end Friday END!

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