Let’s Not Forget The Story

It isn’t
Healthy to miss you as much as this
I got a pocket
Full of reasons why I need you by my side

-Good goodnight
The Fold.

the skies should be the same, but just the absence makes it different.

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead..

Despite the rain and killer winds, we made to UPM
I should say that it was rather impressive to know that the CAMPUS+HOSTEL only make up 1/3 of UPM

2/3 is plantations, Farms etc.

the after CF makan session with the UPM peeps.
and boy, can mamak food be any slower. heh.

but overall was a good time just catching up with the peeps there and just connecting.

I came to learn about two things on the trip there

1. UPM is known as University Putra Malaysia, not Petani.
2. Christine laughters is EXACTLY the same as Michelle Ng’s. Boy was that scary.

Ok, today is friday and this weekend is gonna be a fast and yet slow weekend.
next week.

is gonna be a slow draggy week.

who would have thought 9 days could be so long. heh.

honestly, it’s been long since i’ve actually listened to Acceptance.

and yes, the first song that i tuned to was “So Contagious”
Lyrics wise, always gets me.

heh.

Oh no, this couldn’t be more unexpected
And I can tell that I’ve been moving in so slow
Don’t let it throw you off too far
Cause I’ll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you’re the only one breaking me down like this
You’re the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I’m around you I’m predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it’s crazy but I’m hoping to..
To take a hold of you

Oh you’re everything I’m wanting
Come to think of it, I’m aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?

-So Contagious
Acceptance 

 

Could this still be out of line?

“It’s magic,” she says to me.
My hand to her waist, she approaches sweetly.
It’s enough when I see that look in her eyes.
It’s enough for me to paralyze..

-Breakdown
Mae. 

someone is dreaming
someone is hoping just that this will be the day

maybe that someone’s me
maybe it’s meant to be 
lovers, strangers
sometimes bombs fall quietly..

..i hope that someone is me..

-Someone Somewhere
Jason Reeves

 

where did the 2 years went? 

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I’m still praying.

Up totally threw my expectation out of the window and gave me new ones.

If you haven’t watch the movie, you might wanna skip this till you watch it
if you don’t care. well, read on.  

Watching it just got me thinking.

There is a saying that goes. 
“Don’t miss the smaller things in Life.”

or i quote from the movie Stranger Than Fiction 

And we must remember that all these things, the nuances, the anomalies, the subtleties, which we assume only accessorize our days, are effective for a much larger and nobler cause. They are here to save our lives.

well, if you watched the movie you’ll know what i mean.

wanting so much to get “there” you tend to oversee most of the beautiful part of “getting there.”
“The Adventure” was not about getting there but rather, it’s been happening in Carl Fredricksen’s life all along.
yeah i know i’m spoiling the movie but yeah.

Flipping through the scrapbook that Ellie his wife gave him, a montage of pictures displaying their wedding
picnic times, and all the stuff that they did together. seems pretty ordinary to see in a scrap book

but. 

Having to see these few words as Carl Fredricksen flip to the last page of the scrap book that Ellie gave him.

Thanks for the Adventure! now! go and have a new one!

 Love, Ellie. 

Really took the movie to a new height, well thought of script. A class seriously, A CLASS! =D
anyways, i guess the biggest adventure started when he met ellie

Pretty much feels like faith, don’t you think so?

It’s not where faith wants you to get to,  but HOW faith is gonna get you there.

well, if that actually ties in, i don’t know.
so here you are. a small but spoiler-ful review for you! 

i guess it’s so much more than a heart-warming kinda movie.
I give it 7/10. 

Go watch it, it’s worth it.

We come in peace.

Awesome watching some REAL awesome explosions in action
wayyyyy better weapons compared to transformers and G.I Joe.

seeing heads blown off and severe body parts cause by alien machine guns and blasters

Was

A

Breath

Of

FRESH

AIR

like finally, someone got it right!

Fight

Definition: Strength or disposition for fighting; pugnacity; as, he has a great deal of fight in him. 

boys grow up “fighting“, believe or not.
i spent most of my childhood imagining i was in a war, would make solid “guns” out of Lego. 
days hiding the garden, dodging imaginary bullets. having to rescue a damsel in distress. 

Despite having been shot down, you refuse to surrender.
Despite having surrounded by enemies, you keep fighting on. 
you don’t give up. YOU NEVER GIVE UP. 
I can remember so clearly of having friends over at the playground opposite my place, having water-gun battles.

it’s not really a “KiaSu” thing but no one wanted to admit surrender despite being soak over and over again by the water-guns.
i guess it’s because we wanted to stay in the game, we wanted to keep on fighting. 

it all i guess prepared us guys on the road to become fighters. 

at the end of it all, you’d stand tall and be the hero. 
i guess “fight” is what make guys, rather guys. 

The Question is now if fight is what make guys, guys. then:

What are we fighting for?

I’ve chose to fight for dreams.

I’ve chose to fight hard.

I’ll fight for you if you want me to. but i’ve chose to do so.

fight ¹⁶

Definition: exert oneself continuously, vigorously, engage in a crusade for a certain cause or person;

I’m was then, and i’m still the same now.