September 2009
September 30, 2009
Protected: Here am i.
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September 26, 2009
This is called a rest.
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Break for a while i guess.
Need this fast to find strength.
and be that man God wants me to be.
a strong one.
So stay tune, i’ll be right back.
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But then again, it was 500 days for them.
95 days for me.
heh. really huh.
- Anonymous.
September 25, 2009
Protected: i’m just ain’t good enough..
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September 25, 2009
Just tired.
so so tired..
you gotta help me out here…
September 24, 2009
Glorious Morning, Surreal skies and your ocean eyes.
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What i’ve needed.
September 23, 2009
Christmas in september.
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…Men also long for adventure. Boys love to climb and jump and see how fast they can ride their bikes(with no hands). Just look in your garage- all the gear and go-carts and motorcycles and ropes and boats and stuff. This isn’t about “boys and their toys.” Adventure is a deeply spiritual longing in the heart of every man. Adventure requires something of us, puts us to the test. Though we may fear the test, at the same time we yearn to be tested. to discover that we have what it takes.
Finally, every man longs for a Beauty to rescue. He really does. Lonely men fighting lonely battles. You see, it’s not just that man needs a battle to fight. He needs someone to fight for. There is nothing that inspires a man to courage so much as the woman he loves. Most of the daring(and okay, sometimes ridiculous) things young men do are to impress the girls. Men go to war carrying photo of their sweethearts in their wallets – that is a metaphor of this deeper longing, to fight for the Beauty. This is not to say that a woman is a “helpless creature” who can’t live her life without a man. Men long to offer their strength on behalf of a woman.
… She inspires him to be a hero.
- Captivating
the waits crazy long..
but this is the one thing i’m pretty sure about.
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Never knew that heading down to Melaka could be such fun.
Relient K’s Christmas album, Paramore, “speeding” at 80 km/ph, Clear night skies.
Kai ling and nic, thanks for the prep talk. haha!
In deed i enjoyed the whole short journey so far.
September 18, 2009
Hands shivering, but it’s okay.
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Photo @Philip Gan
Beauty is not only a terrible thing, it is also a mysterious thing. Where God and the devil strive for mastery, and the battlegound is the heart of Men.
- Fydor Dostoyevsky
well said. i would say.
I want to be wild at heart
I want big adventures to live for
I want to have a beauty to rescue
Wild at heart
Big dreams and hopes that i’m dying to fight for it. having days spend traveling the world, touring gigs/concerts.
That’s my dream at least.
I think all guys are born with that. the “I wanna head out and be that” attitude.
Living a little bit more dangerously today.
Starts today.
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Big adventures
“Does it have to start with a broken heart, broken dreams with bleeding parts.”
I guess it does. it takes a big God to have big adventures.
Starts today.
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Beauty to rescue
I want to be the first one to say “hey.. Everything’s gonna be alright.”
To say “you look really pretty today”
To see the world behind your eyes.
To be on an adventure with you.
To pursue, fight for.
I want to fight for you.
Will i be able to? can i pull it off? Can i make it at all? Can i do it at all?
If i went by my track record today.
i know that it and i would not be good enough.
but i’m here.
offering my strength.
I’ve decided and i’m here. strength.
Can i fight for you? i’m hanging on.
Starts today and will continue on.
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If time was never on my side.
Then before i die, i wanna burn out bright.
Keeps me hanging on, so contagiously.
September 16, 2009
Protected: Moments like these.
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September 16, 2009
Protected: For once.
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September 14, 2009
“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.” – Ambrose Redmoon

A basic introduction to what is becoming the afterglow which lights up the night sky.