No i don’t wanna wait forever.

 

I’ll call front and i’ll take the first shot.

Fight

Definition: Strength or disposition for fighting; pugnacity; as, he has a great deal of fight in him. 

 

boys grow up “fighting“, believe or not.
i spent most of my childhood imagining i was in a war, would make solid “guns” out of Lego. 
days hiding the garden, dodging imaginary bullets. having to rescue a damsel in distress. 

Despite having been shot down, you refuse to surrender.
Despite having surrounded by enemies, you keep fighting on. 
you don’t give up. YOU NEVER GIVE UP. 
I can remember so clearly of having friends over at the playground opposite my place, having water-gun battles.

it’s not really a “KiaSu” thing but no one wanted to admit surrender despite being soak over and over again by the water-guns.
i guess it’s because we wanted to stay in the game, we wanted to keep on fighting. 

it all i guess prepared us guys on the road to become fighters. 

 

at the end of it all, you’d stand tall and be the hero. 
i guess “fight” is what make guys, rather guys. 

The Question is now if fight is what make guys, guys. then:

What are we fighting for?

I’ve chose to fight for dreams.

I’ve chose to fight hard.

I’ll fight for you if you want me to. but i’ve chose to do so.

 

fight ¹⁶

Definition: exert oneself continuously, vigorously, engage in a crusade for a certain cause or person;

 

When The Classic Crime makes sense.

cause i am lost for words
the cost for her is way too much to bear
you’re not perfect, but i don’t care

this is the way i know
this is the way i know
I would give everything for some hope

are you different? could i be different too?

-Say the Word
The Classic Crime

Wednesday is always The Classic Crime day.

But then again, it could be The Lonely Hearts day as well. at times.

 

I ain’t never seen a pair of eyes quite like yours
I ain’t never wiped a tear on a night so beautiful
I ain’t never felt a pair of hands touch my face
I ain’t never had to drive away on a night so beautiful

Can you redeem this bitter heart of mine?
Is there a saving grace to what i thought could never be made right?

-Mermaid
The Lonely heart

 

heh. 

 

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Should i even ask?  =/

 

People always leave.

Slow songs, soft spoken words
Break the walls, i’ll leave the light on
People always leave
Don’t people always leave
Hard to believe, but people always leave

Open ends, long telephone calls
Breaks the dawn, i’ll might just be hanging on
People always leave
Don’t people always leave
Hard to believe, but people always leave

You might just find me waiting
You might just fine me waiting

-People always leave
Mad Rush (Benji)

Just got back from watching “The Proposal”
not gonna give a review for now, but i can say it was pretty enjoyable. totally destroyed all the bad expectation that i had for the movie, it’s not that bad, but i can’t quite say it was AWESOME so yeah.

funny feeling having to walk to into the TGV cinema in pyramid after all these while.
it’s a bit different. well, really different.

well, here are some happenings lately, i’m sure everybody loves photos.
IMU Homes Party

Some Last Minute Band shoot for BED for Unplugged Posters(The acoustic projects)

 

Fat people are harder to kidnap.

This picture has nothing to do with the above quote.

and i quote.

Fat people are harder to kidnap

find it offensive but i found it hillarious after seeing it on people’s t-shirt.
and after a good time of laughing about it. i felt it more while i was a river trotting activity during
the RGBC camp. Haven’t the late of exercise lately. boy, talk about a wake up call.

Upstream + barefooted = OMG kinda fun.

Being me, i forgotten to bring slippers and guess what i had to wear while walking the half an hour walk the the river?
Yes.

My brand new black Converse.

i made it through hanging it around my neck and braving through the river.
People took the easier paths  but mr macho man had to go through the harder path upstream through the mini rapids just to prove one small point.

I’m still fit after all these months of no exercise

Labeled myself two words after making halfway.

EPIC FAILED

Well,
Awesome bunch of campus students that we met at the camp. despite every moment when they open their lips and it just pours our Hokkien but i really enjoyed myself.
No pictures though. now everybody go: “awwwwwwwwwww”

but i do have pictures from the day before this that is the UiTM meet up.

Mind you, you can’t find pork or chinese food around their area.

Looks like someone has been stuffing their face full.

Looks like someone is always going about stealing food. yes you michelle.

And it took 2000 years for jade to catch a joke. when she did. boy, greatest day ever.
just look at her reaction.

and of cause the must have jump pictures.

And i think even tiffany and i agreed that it was a awesome hang out time with the UiTM peeps.

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Well.. back to the whole tapah trip.
toss and turn almost through out the whole night and finally i got up and went out for a walk.

thought about you, missed you. wrote a song about you when i was away.

I’m right here breathing
and i wonder, if she’s fast asleep
I’m right here breathing still
Time stand still
You remain beautiful
I’ll remain breathless

-Breathless
Ben-ji

 

Away on saturday, mix-tapes and songs in progress.

Checklist.

1. Packed for a day trip to Tapah(RGBC campus camp) – Will do soon
2. Mix-tapes burned and labeled – Done
3. Songs written – Preproduction and should be ready for recording soon.

 

Polite.

yes polite.

A song or rather a small and short interlude by MuteMath.
They are living the life man! it gets me every time when i watch their Vlogs. and boy, it always inspire me to do something like them..
They are absolute genius when it comes to making music.

After the whole Actsperiment 2.0, i think i have learn this one most important truth.

“Never stop dying to yourself and never stop learning.”

I’m looking forward to the next album,.
I’m looking forward to grow abit more than i did doing this album.
I’m looking forward to be a more of a better leader in the midst of doing the next album.

I’m keeping my cool and my head in the clear this time around.

I’m willing to drop things i’ve learnt and pick up what i should be learning.

well, hopefully i’ll look back on this post in the midst of doing the Actsperiment 3.0 and really.
Catch the heart and spirit of why am i doing this this together the guys.

In the midst of this all.

I’m saying, heres to the next 6 months of pre-production, planning and learning guys!

and i quote

Dude, i’m following you guys man! though i might get sick of having to look at your butts for a this whole giving period of time. but i’ll do it anyway.

wait.. that sounded gay for a bit there.

 

Say i’m gone.

 

Lately i’m not sleeping.

Hey what’s with the girls with the stars in their eyes? 
Screaming blame, love kisses tears and lies
From your lipsticked lips will they ever learn? 
I’ll take it in for a second before we crash and burn

And we are alright now, but we’re feeling tremors

It’s like a landslide from the top of the world get up, 
get up and turn it around
And baby we can get on with it.
It’s like a landslide from the top of the world tonight, 
but hey I’m up for the fight
and lately I’m not sleeping.

- New Skeptic
The Fold.

 

It’s been three days since i can actually know what to pen down.

and honestly, i can’t seem to do so till today.
i think the aircon in my office room is getting to me..

I mean i’m fine and all but most days, i really look forward to the bus ride home.
Just to be alone and just think. in which i can’t recall what i’ve been thinking about all that bus ride home..

but oh well.

 

heres to this senseless post.

and to your pretty eyes.

 

Smile for the best days exist.

 

at the right timing, it then comes in a grand parade.
a Parade celebrating it all.

Nothing less, but so much more.

at the right timing.