Letdown

*breathes*

 

But I’ll just have to accept, that my mind is so inept.

So let go
Let go
Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth
Attempt to place our lives into your hands
Confide in what you’ll do
Cause sometimes when you’re trying to sleep
And all your doubts and your faith don’t agree its cause
Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth

- The Truth
Relient K

 

And i heard this back when i was editing a MTG about Faith by Pr.Kenneth.

Faith is not what you wish for but what you wish for.

 

Where are we today? pretty bold statement.
Have we lost it? are we still holding on?

but i count all that was done yesterday lost. i pressed on forward knowing that i’m not relying on past achievements but relying on faith.

The question that i asked myself looking at the picture is.

Where we today? it’s pretty scary to say that we gone from woah to no.

where are you today? seriously. Don’t compromise on faith.
you might just have to answer to God and be accounted for what you done and lives you impacted.

it’s pretty scary to tell God that you done nothing but just to live for yourself.
it’s scary indeed.

 

I’ll call front and i’ll take the first shot.

Fight

Definition: Strength or disposition for fighting; pugnacity; as, he has a great deal of fight in him. 

 

boys grow up “fighting“, believe or not.
i spent most of my childhood imagining i was in a war, would make solid “guns” out of Lego. 
days hiding the garden, dodging imaginary bullets. having to rescue a damsel in distress. 

Despite having been shot down, you refuse to surrender.
Despite having surrounded by enemies, you keep fighting on. 
you don’t give up. YOU NEVER GIVE UP. 
I can remember so clearly of having friends over at the playground opposite my place, having water-gun battles.

it’s not really a “KiaSu” thing but no one wanted to admit surrender despite being soak over and over again by the water-guns.
i guess it’s because we wanted to stay in the game, we wanted to keep on fighting. 

it all i guess prepared us guys on the road to become fighters. 

 

at the end of it all, you’d stand tall and be the hero. 
i guess “fight” is what make guys, rather guys. 

The Question is now if fight is what make guys, guys. then:

What are we fighting for?

I’ve chose to fight for dreams.

I’ve chose to fight hard.

I’ll fight for you if you want me to. but i’ve chose to do so.

 

fight ¹⁶

Definition: exert oneself continuously, vigorously, engage in a crusade for a certain cause or person;

 

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Rain on my parade, take the stage.

 

“Don’t look to me, I’m falling just as fast as you”

-Ivoryline

 

NO brakes, NO parachute.
It’s just takes one heart to surrender and take the fall.

For even young people tire and drop out, 
   young folk in their prime stumble and fall.
But those who wait upon God get fresh strength. 
   They spread their wings and soar like eagles,
They run and don’t get tired, 
   they walk and don’t lag behind.

- Isaiah 40

 

Heres to the 6 months of taking back and just seeking. praying.

Logic tells me that i can’t be good enough and no point in waiting. Time.
and i quote from a friend’s blog.

Time.

Sometimes that word’s a —–.

But all good. (:

-  Anonymous.

 Faith tells me that if i can pray and just hold on for a while more.
Even. if it’s not me. I’ll be stronger and  you’ll be a little more stronger each day.

 

I’ll take my odds on faith.

Lucky for us.

 

Greater things to come.

Actsperiment 2.0 is finally finish!
though the mastering part of the album could be done better but oh well. 

three weeks of no sleep, no entertainment.
Three weeks of coffee, junk food and lost of outside food.

 well, that was a short update for those that might ask why i disappeared for a whole month or so,
I’m pretty much very alive, but i need to get away from music for a week. seriously.
 sort of like a self declared “Break from Music”.
well, it’s more of the songs in Actsperiment 2.0.

 

nuff said.

check it out at the Revolution Conference.

Kudos to the peeps that did the album cover!

hope it is not too awesome that it makes our mix look bad. hahaha!

 

 

www.urtherevolution.com

 

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Polite.

We hide, we fear.
But all i know we are not alone..

Is that you?
Is this me
It’s sometimes hard to believe that
I am not alone

It’s not just you
And not just me
We all need to believe that
We are not alone

When I feel like caving in
My heart my soul is wearing thin
I just want to give up
Nothing seems at all to add up
Can you hear me Lord?
My face is down upon the floor
It’s then you whisper in my ear
Be still and know I’m here

-Be Still
StorySide B

Something for you guys. =)

 

Let it be now.

Both of my hands dug down deep
Keeping myself from falling asleep
All that i know, it all runs deep

Yesterday for all we know is falling
Today is what keeps me running
Tomorrow i might find you standing here smiling

Where are you?
Celebrate this with me, i know when you come
it all will be made beautiful
you will be beautiful

-Tomorrow
Ben-Ji

Just thought for a change of season, i’ve been keeping the xanga site for a good 3 to 4 years plus.
a really long long season. i like the more mature look of wordpress..

Why “Lets not forget the story“?
Well, you will find two things here.

1. Things that will inspire you
2. Things will let you know how beautiful you are

Breakdown by Mae

Waiting for the breakdown..