December 2009


“It’s a good goodnight, for a real good time, I got a pocket full of reasons why I need you by my side.
In moonlit skies, we’ll Float like this forever. We’ve all been bit by the birds and we’ve all been stung by the bees. You tell me, where in the world is heaven? And where on earth is love?
Is it in your smiling eyes Or your goodnight kiss?
It isn’t healthy to miss you as much as this”

-Good goodnight
The Fold.

Catch the stars and sparks tonight.
where ever you may be. =)

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Gung gung, poh poh.

i wonder how are you. sorry that i could not make it the other day.
having been putting flowers where you both are every christmas is something i look forward to every year.
i’ll make it up soon yeah?

Gung gung,

i’m doing good.
i’ll be a better son to dad, i’m still trying. even from young you taught me to love you, older people.
it’s been a good 6 years. sometimes i really wished you are still around, you’ll be really proud of me being able to drive you around instead of you driving me. driving pass the taman mayang playground the other day reminded me of alot of times you came searching for me when i was out late playing football or running wild. haha..

6 years, I’m taking care of Kenji pretty well. at least i hope i’m doing a good job.
dad said the same thing that you been telling me
“be good to your brother, he looks up to you.”

Poh poh,

I miss you poh poh, you have no idea how much. i wished i had spent more time with you every time i came back to KL back in the days. wished i spent longer nights just sitting down and talking to you.

I’m still good. I’ve been driving for quite some time already.
i wished i could have been the one to drive you to the market every morning. i really do.

“don’t get married too young ah ben, must look for a girl who can look after you and care for you. most importantly loves you as much as you love her. both of you have to love God.” was the last thing you said to me before i left for KK after the hols. I’ve been a real good boy. =)
you must have really miss gung gung alot to go so quickly. i’m not sure if you were hearing me when i was talking to you most of the time when you were in a coma. was hoping that if i held your hand long enough, you would wake up. but poh poh, even till today. i can’t say this enough but i miss you. i really really do..

Gung gung, poh poh.

i’ll be turning 21 next month. i’ll pay a visit soon.
poh poh, i still owe you that angel flower holder, i found one the other day. i know you’ll love it.

Love,

ah ben.

I don’t remember seeing fear in your eyes
When you were fading
The day we said our goodbyes
It’s easy to say that there’s a reason for this
Much harder to know
That what we say is true

Everything we hold could someday slip away

I want you to know
I’m leaving to let you go
And someday we’ll walk upon
The streets of gold

-Streets of Gold
Need to breathe

-My Beautiful Rescue
This Providence

If you feel like falling head over heels
Then risk it all and I’ll be right here
I can’t say what tomorrow holds
But I know this is how it feels

If I close my eyes will this all go away?
If I move my lips, will I know what to say?

-Head over heels
Foreign Oren

It’s all that little things in life that makes everything and you beautiful.

If you let your feelings go, dear
It’ll scare you what you’ll find
I find them on your street, dear
And you’re always on my mind

..My treachery is love, dear
We’re on both ends of the fight

We’re fighting for ourselves
We’re fighting for our lives
Would you let me see the world behind your eyes?
Behind your eyes
Behind your eyes

No one needs to know
How scared we are tonight
Would you let me see the world?

-Behind your eyes
Jon Foreman

 it’s that time of the year again.

i guess i’m just scared  thats all.

What have i done!? =D

I should start posing more decently in pictures.

yeah?

yeah?

Very nice?

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