The Fears

That is what the Scriptures mean when they say,

“No eye has seen, no ear has heard,
and no mind has imagined
what God has prepared
for those who love him.”

10 But it was to us that God revealed these things by his Spirit. For his Spirit searches out everything and shows us God’s deep secrets.

– 1 Conrinthians 2:9 – 10

i asked God to open my eyes.

and He said:  “look to Me.”


and i’ll be back in KK again for a few days again.
Just renewed promises each time i see the sunset.

Despite it all, i wanna honor You, Lord.
i really do.

Dreams about flying.

thats what i had these few days.
and no, it’s not about flying Pigs.

A lot of courage don’t you think so?
Soaring in the air, wind in your face. But a slight miscalculations and you find yourself on the ground.
“what if… What if i can’t, God?”

and i would wake up thinking about it. I’m afraid honestly.
following that Isaiah 40:28-31 would always follow.

28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.

29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.

30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

-Isaiah 40:28-31

Taking to account, wind resistance, Gravity.
it’s not gonna be a easy task.
Called to be brave, valiant. Do i press on forward? or complaint?

and i quote;

We are not weak if we make a proper use of those means which God has placed in our power.. the battle, sir, is not to the strong alone it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave.
– Henry Pattrick

I guess why God mentioned about, “the will run and not grow weary. they will walk and not be faint”.
He meant to say “Come on, you can do it. Come to me, get refresh, reload and get back into the fight. I’m counting on you.”

Flying is for the brave.

“view is great, but how are you getting there? Just trust Me. ready? lets go.”

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“Some choices we live not only once but a thousand times over, remembering them for the rest of our lives.”

Richard Bach

How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray’r accepted, and each wish resign’d;
Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
“Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;”
Desires compos’d, affections ever ev’n,
Tears that delight, and sighs that waft to Heav’n.
Grace shines around her with serenest beams,
And whisp’ring angels prompt her golden dreams.
For her th’ unfading rose of Eden blooms,
And wings of seraphs shed divine perfumes,
For her the Spouse prepares the bridal ring,
For her white virgins hymeneals sing,
To sounds of heav’nly harps she dies away,
And melts in visions of eternal day.

It’s very real.

I don’t sleep well, i don’t eat well.

Joel: I can’t see anything that I don’t like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I’ll get bored with you and feel trapped because that’s what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: [pauses] Okay.

-Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind

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