The Life we’re living

“I remember I was at this weird place in life, in college… I mean college is a weird time. It’s that transition, and there’s always a girl involved, and there’s always the whole life story, of what am I going to do with the rest my life involved. And I’m driving down this mountain late at night and the moon is pretty much the only other light, other than the headlights, and it’s this windy road and I’m coming back down to San Diego and I’m listening to James Taylor… and that one moment, for me, was a defining moment. Because I mean, I’ve been to a James Taylor concert and I felt super out of place, so it wasn’t so much the idea that these are songs I’ve heard on the radio and everyone knows them. Sometimes that song that you’ve heard a lot of times it just somehow grabs you, and that was kind of a moment for me.”

Jon Foreman of Switchfoot

In the midst of Friends.
Voicing out should have, maybes, could haves.

In the midst of Lover,
Speaking on love, spectacular feats, broken promises.

In the midst of Brothers,
being reminded of holding on, going strong, brotherhood.

In the midst of Sisters,
talking about encouragements, not giving up, breaking through.

In the midst of laughter, tears and hope.
I saw people, learning to breathe again.
Learning how to die, learning how to see, learning how to trust once again.

In the midst of it all, stood a man.
and you, through passing on. Defined a moment.
Defined what it is to live. what it is to be alive.

In the midst of it all.
i saw a hope through your eyes. a hope to change the world.

and you did.

In Loving Memory of Joash Wee


“For all the things inadequate, Well nobody will be gratified.
Mixed of thoughts of greed, normality. Massacres of the unfortunate.
The future is, yeah, totally in vague. Arousing hatred, resentful features.”

Barricade, Love me Butch

We don’t see it everyday.
i guess we either hide the fact that we are. in deed, do speak hate everyday.
Against brother, country, situation. Whether knowingly or unknowingly.

“I hate my college bus system!”
“This whole government system, is really bad.”

Others run away.
and yet still, from a far. still speak about it, expecting the people within to change the system from within.

“I look around and I know there’s a lot in the world that I want to see changed–and I want to be a part of something bigger than myself. I want to see things change, in myself as much as in the world around me.”

Jon foreman.

First and foremost, the change within ourselves.
A battle with yourself, hardest warfare you can ever fight. and it’s always on-going.
A change in spirit and attitude.

Be it apathy, hate, disrespect, fear.

it all has to bow to the will of wanting change for the better.
the will of Jesus, the will of the Holy Spirit.
A fight for change within myself, ourselves and our all around.

It so easy to let hate out of our lips, speak love.
To brothers, Country.
and to your situation.

Before you start with changing where you are.
Start with what you speak.

Life or Death, you choose.

18 There is one who speaks like the piercings of a sword,
But the tongue of the wise promotes health.

Proverbs 12:18 (NKJV)

I’m still trying.
and i wanna speak love.

I’m trying my best.

I wanna speak love and see change.

Everyone you don’t have to run, You don’t have to find escape and wait for kingdom come
You don’t have to run.
No need to hide from grace, just let love take you away

-Everyone, After Edmund.

What people need is not bashing or advise, they need love.
I forgotten who quoted this, but it’s pretty true when the person said.

Instead of asking them why they did it, we should listen and love them. i think all they need is love.

I think

Most of them are getting weary from all the running.
and i’m not gonna sit here and watch them.

12 Who else has held the oceans in his hand?
Who has measured off the heavens with his fingers?
Who else knows the weight of the earth
or has weighed the mountains and hills on a scale?

-Isaiah 40:12 (NLT)

and yet, new galaxies, stars, solar systems and planets are being discovered constantly
even explaining to one of my guys just brought me almost in awe on how BIG God is.

He measures the heavens(UNIVERSE) with the span of his hand.

mind, you it’s BILLIONS, TRILLION light years apart.
and to put things into perspective;
to get to 100 light years, requires you to travel: 100 years at the speed of light
and it just blew my mind away.

and Isaiah 40 ends with this verse.

28 Have you never heard?
Have you never understood?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of all the earth.
He never grows weak or weary.
No one can measure the depths of his understanding.
29 He gives power to the weak
and strength to the powerless.
30 Even youths will become weak and tired,
and young men will fall in exhaustion.
31 But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength.
They will soar high on wings like eagles.
They will run and not grow weary.
They will walk and not faint.

-Isaiah 40:28 – 31

I choose to believe that God is Good.

God puts the Owesome, in Good.

“..Henry wudnt spend a cent on a shoe he really liked, but when he went to buy his Bible this morn he chose the “best” & paid with his own cash”

-Joshua Chu

Talk  about the value of God in henry’s life. Never knew how much this quote meant until i stepped into SAE.

looking on at the outstanding amount. seeing all that i ever needed or dream of buried within that amount.
One could say that that; Life is always hard or go God is unfair.

but honestly my heart sank.

Henry who is only 13 years old this year.
chose God over the shoe that he liked.
i’ve been shopping with this kid before, his dad is pretty well to do.

but i guess in his heart, he knows that all things good does not come from his dad.
but his Daddy in heaven.

i sat in my car. looked at that sheet of paper.

for the longest moment.
at the moment i decided to utter anything at all.

“Just know that I AM ALWAYS GOOD.”

Just like that.

Looking up into the skies and i see rolling clouds of thunder passing overhead.

and i believe.

Let’s this on.

When your tunnel’s still dark at the end
Even Now
His children don’t know why but trust their Father’s at their side
So hold His hand – hold up your hope
Even Now

-Even now
Foolish Things.

and i’ll be back in KK again for a few days again.
Just renewed promises each time i see the sunset.

Despite it all, i wanna honor You, Lord.
i really do.

Lonely finds me
One day, You will come
I’ll wait, for love’s sick
One day to me, love

-One day
Trading Yesterday

Running out of songs on my playlist, and let this be in my December playlist!

and we are at the month of December.
And i’ll keep it to myself from across the room. =D

Stay beautiful nonetheless. =)


Just some snap shots of the Voice Over project that i’ve been doing.

I just have to end this post with this pic.

and this qoute that i wrote on twitter.

This is what 12.30am looks like. and we are calling it a warp. oh yeah.. i mean wrap.

Yes, Photofest again! you got to love it!

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